Crazy old bitch!!

Man!!
could u imagine an old 50's lady who deserve to be called my grandma still behave's like a mad loving teenager??!!
it's true!
she's madly in love like crazy with a white guy who's too young for her!!
he's in his 20's..
it's a person i know and give's a lot of people ton's of headache..
she's a woman with a high status but she's kinda like a bum..
idiot woman..
she can't do her work that she's suppose to do..
and we end up doing her work instead!!
man am i sick of her!!
and so is all of my co-worker and those who know her..
and i'm so damn sorry for the guy she's in love with..
he's in so much mental stress cuz the bitch keep harassing him..
it started off with friends then harrassment!!
i wonder if she's nyanyuk!!
because she keeps giving people mental stress!!

gonna be 18 and heading back to melaka soon..

happy birthday to me..

may my life live as it be..

to be what was ment to be..

to live by the stung of a bee..

Shit Flood!!

allright..
here's the deal..
i'm working at klcc 'emillio pucci' as a part time sales assistant..
it's for a while till i get back in uitm melaka..
the place i work for is under a company called Melium..
so here's the story..
one day i went to work as usual..
untill that is i noticed 3 shops in front of where i work for is full and busy..
when i entered my shop only that i learned that those shops were flooded with human shit!!
i was like omg!!
ewww!!
how did that happen i do not know..
all that i know is that when they were working, suddenly a poop fell down from the ceiling on top of them..
poor them..
i pity them..
and having a glee..
hahaha..
and the cost of kerugian the company had msut have been like hundreds of thousands..
its expensive goods you know..

A memory in silence.

This is something quite personal to me.
i'm writing it as a personal diary if u will.
why do we go on living and ignoring others.
perhaps its just me.
cuz i feel ignored all the time.
hadn't any real friend i could count on with my life.
i mean, like a real tight friend.
you know what i mean.
neither has my love life been succesfull.
i've never had a relationship before.
alright alright, i had once but i didn't really considered that relationship as it was ment to be looked at.
cuz we didn't really spent time together.
all we did was sms and occasional bumps cuz we went to tuition together.
but i only lasted like a couple of month.
we broke up right after raya, right after spm.
we didn't think we could work out.
so to speak i knew that would come.
with, parents like mine.
i have no freedom or feelings like an aveage teenager would have.
overprotective and unreasonable i would say.
they are extremely hesitant to let me out of the house.
resulting of me having a problem.
i couldn't reach out nor understand the outside world.
i don't know how to hang out.
in other words.
i'm a dork.
i envy those guys who have a real life.
me, i feel like i'm gonna live under my parents armpitts till i die.
they say family is everything and friends are nothing at all.
i disagree totally.
u need both of them.
like yin and yang.

girls.. a bother.. a poem..

so bothersome...

what a bother...

i don't have one...

none of em' wants or like me...

i guess..

so let it be...

a world of fantasies...

be in it i will...

with her who i'll never know and see...

finals, finals, finals..
man..
am i tired with it..
here i am in uitm, melaka studying for my diploma in mass comm currently in 1st semester..
now i'm having my finals and its almost the end of my 1st semester..
i just can't cope up with what i'm studying..
i'm bad at it..
that's why i'm scared of getting bad results this coming weeks of torture..
it's really a nightmare..
and the worst part is i ain't doing a thing to help myself out..
l.o.l.

It's a new beginning for me in this blogging world..
please give me teachings and advice please o.k.