death note.. by L

I've been preety emo lately..
practically suicidal..
whatever that means..
it just sounds cool..
haha..
i've been thinking..
a lot...
very deep i might say..
u know..
about everything there is..
the world..
how it works..
why..
what..
my life..
meaning to it..
it all come's to this one reasoning..
my life is empty and meaningless..
currently i suppose..
can't do anything..
ain't that good in anything..
i practically go on unnoticed..
u could ask anyone..
think of somebody u know..
i'm definitely not going to be on that list..
i'm an invisible guy that doesn't have any recognization..
preety down in the dumps for it..
sigh*
and preety lame i might add..
no one would be with me..
i have no one with me..
no one..
by my side..
i live on basically..
on my own..
with my little will to live on..