Benci with my hidup...

You must think that i'm having a breakdown or just angry at something right..
don't worry..
i'm just so bored or unhappy with my current life..
it's just filled with loads of crap..
life's stinks as it is dull..
my friends are somewhat to cool, too good, too bad, too crazy, too annoying, too...
and shit like that..
it's like i'm not on the same planet with them..
perhaps because i only think of it that way..
but it's fact that people would talk less with me, think less about me or rather would be the last to be think of and would never be think of..
that's just the way it is..
i'm not good for anyone..
yeah..
i admit it..
i often try my best to be acknowledge by everyone..
to be somebody..
someone who people would really wanna be with..
another problem i have..
i can't really talk..
as in borak-borak with like cool and interesting stuff to be talk about..
that's about it..
i've got nothing and really not in the know..
bad talker..
lol..