new look, new inspiration..

hey guys..
long time i've been in silence aye..
well with exam around my belt buckle i've been a worrying duck..
no matter of that..
i've decided to be serious with my blog and hope to have a new look for it and you could be lookin forward to some nice post of mine..
tweedle dee tweedle dum for now!

too late to realize..

hey gang..
l0ng time since i'd blogged in aye..
here's the topic for the day..
many many things had happen lately and today i've just realize something about myself..
in other words..
i have just discovered my true persona..
here's one of the stories..
today we had this event in alor gajah..
a colab. of our seniors and the alor gajah department.. :p
so we had to go cuz attendance was a must..
it was totally a drag but i went anyway..
troublesome as it was..
i noticed..
i preety much dislike crowds..
much less big events..
that invites crowds..
lol..
so what of it eh..
i couldn't understand it much..
but hey..
everyone learns more about em' everyday don't they..
life's a practical learning process..
not just a studious one..

3 words to the fallen of friendships..

those that noticed my facebook and myspace status would probably noticed what i have said...
the 3 words that probably leads to a break up of friendship is...
'I LOVE YOU' or "I THINK I"M IN LOVE WITH YOU' or perhaps 'I THINK I LIKE YOU'
this is due to past personal experience..
i wonder what's up with all of it..
can't they just accept it and just move on instead of just make ignorance such a bloody hell of a pain in the ass..

love while on mms as it is..

curious title huh?
nah..
i'm not talking about love here..
i'm just out of a title..
ouh yeah..
i did mention a while ago that i would talk about the mms we had with our new juniors..
well..
here goes, briefly...
i had to come back to campus a week earlier than our juniors lot as we had to prepare ourselves with all the activites that were going to be during the mms..
i was lucky to be in the most awesome team..
the I.C.T. group..
hehehe..
i basicly went around with a sneaky face taking naughty picture's of everyone..
haha..
i particularly loved to take picture's of those sleeping during the long lecture's of anyone currently talking at the time..
there was one picture where a guy practically drooled all over a paper and it looked like the nile river on a map..
hahaha..
all went well at the time..
well..
disclude the time where some of them fainted during the talks..
and there was the time where k.o. and this girl ( forgot her name.. lol..) gave a very touching speech about parents..
everyone was so very in tears..
but i just couldn't seem to be in the same mood with them..
am i like, 'hati batu' or what??
all ended well..
life after mms you may ask?
life's like normal..
sleep, assignment, study, sleep..
the usual routine..
occasionally i'll get a greeting from the juniors..
both guys and girls..
they will be smiling towards me and i'll just smile back..
they'll go saying 'abang'..
and i'll just say 'hey'.. while smiling..
no biggie..
hee...

Out with a release of boredom..

a day just before i had to head on back to melaka..
me and jambu decided to have a little reunion of our own..
haha..
we both brought our dslr camera's and he gave me a few pointers of using it as i'm learning photography this semester..
hehe..
it was quite cool handling the camera..
i think i'm very into photography right now..
don't know how long the interest might last though..
lol..
anyways..
fifiy decided to tag along so it was the three of us hanging out..
we had our lunch at the egg house and went around everywhere we can..
finally, our last pit stop was starbucks..
we had a long chat and some other 'chat'..
lol..
and there you have it..
my last day at home..
i'm in melaka right now..
in campus..
in uitm..
without the swine flu mind you..
i'm perfectly well thank you..
can't wait and am looking forward to my future activities..
besides of course, those activities that were canceled by uitm melaka..
what a bummer..

couldn't help but wonder..

i can't help but wonder about all the things that had just happen...
i mean..
i've been hearing all those stupid stuff about them..
like mean and not good to hear stuff..
and now i'm actually with those people i always hear about and they seem okay..
lol..

why is the world...

today's topic is the world...
the world resolves around me..
or the saying always go..
but i can't really help but wonder if the world is really going well..
why can't it just go smoothly..
why do human's always like to make suffering..
why do religion always must be the reason for all of this..
why is love such a bliss to some and just full of despair to others..

UiTM Melaka closes with H1N1 impact!!!

As the title clearly states...
we are classes free for a week people!!!
no class..
no assignments..
and most importantly..
no lecturers people!!!!
woo hoo!!!!
with 13 cases on the rise..
positive with h1n1..
this is truly a terrible crisis my fellow people..

semester with serious headache..

this semester started out quite fine thank you very much..
sorry for not updating for a while as i was busy with mms..
get to you all with the spices in the next post since i'm to lazy for it..
i just wanna talk about the new class today..
so far everything seems quite well..
classmates and all..
don't really know tem much very well but i hope to reach out soon..
sooner or later i would have to anyway..
but must i tell you our lecturer's are damn scary!!
takut je diorang nanti failkan subject..
haiz..

crisis!! uitm melaka kedekut bilik!!

uwaaa!!! nape la aku tak dapat bilik kat kolej!!!

blog maintainance..

blog maintainance..

will keep posting..

what i look for in a girl..

she's cold and she's cruel but she knows what she's doing..
what can i do cuz i'd do anything for her...

lol..
what am i writing..
juz a piece of a song from somewhere..

what i really am after is a someone..
of course a girl..
obviously..
she is beautiful, cute and hot..
she's also smart, wise and athletic..
she mighta lives in k.l.
we understand each other and would stand side by side no matter what happens..
she's the perfect girl and a women..

man..
is that too hard and too much to ask?
when will i find you??
or rather..
when will you find me???

melayu vs india in nilai...

man..
today was an interesting day to live..
hu3..
i know iknow..
i haven't post anything for a while but that's because i've no material to write!!
but today i have something to share..
hehe..
my family and i today went to nilai as we wanted to visit a dear someone..
well..
guess what?
i finally got to drive my dad's car!!
i haven't drove a car since m 1st semester in melaka so..
anyway..
he gave me a 60 over 100..
haha..
at least i passed my dads approval of driving..
but i have a bad tendency to always move to the left side of the road..
DANGEROUS MUCH!!
lol..
well..
after that we stopped at somewhere cuz we had a fruit fever and suddenly had a craving for durian..
hehe..
while we were there i saw a huge group of malays and indian's grouping around..
i had my suspicion the but i just had my thoughts wander by..
after a closer look..
i noticed there was actually an accident..
assumption had me believing that the malay's car and the indian's motorcycle crash and knocked down some signpost..
and the malay guy had a car and i think it's bumper fell off..
it was like a riot..
then the police came and like..
calm the situation...
for a while..
cuz when the group finally was on the verge of dismissing..
some crazy indian guy kicked the malay guy's car bumper like he wanted to smash it into pieces!!!
WRONG MOVE MISTER!!
LOL!!!
then a RIOT followed!!
the malays started to chase the indians to beat the crap out of them and one of them came running towards my direction!!
in my heart i was like..
"don't try anything fucked up with me or my family jackass.."
then a guy owning a 'kereta sewa' said to the indian guy this..:
"baik you blah dari sini kalau tak mampus kau dengan diorang.."
hah..
then he quickly ran into the alley..
the other indians coordinated and some of thm ran to their motorcycles and quickly took thier friends and fled the scene while the malay guys quickly ran to their cars and were quick on pursuing them..
lol..
end of story...

saying goodbye o his past... and to someone else well..

i'm sayin' farewell to all my past stupidity..
and frankly..
i hate my past..
and there's someone in which i wouldn't like to mention..
i would like to bid farewell to that person as well..
i'm gonna delete u from my memory but will keep a little part of u as reference..
as they say...
history are important to remember as to not repeat them..
bye..

sandarkan pada kenangan di emilio pucci..

hehehe...
i know..
tetiba je kan..
but i dunno why tetiba i remembered my days working there as a part time sales assistant..
damn this..
i wanna upload pics but i just can't..
seems like my own blog hates me...
sigh*
hahaha!!

40 bucks for survey!!

I had a call yesterday and was selected to go on a survey about some chocolates thingy..
well..
they asked me to find some more friends to join but..
alas..
no one is available..
but i managed to get akir and his buddy to join me..
funny thing was akir got lost in damansara..
hahaha..
i didn't know exactly where the location was and i've been guiding akir with the help of my dad..
but he ended up near this hospital..
hahaha..
then we went to him and finally arrive there..
we were like the oldest person there as the other people were like in secondar or primary school..
lol''
then..
we ate like 5 types of chocolates..
i think..
then they ask us to sample the chocs and answer 27 question for each chocs!!.
an after it was all done we received the 40 bucks..
hehe..
i ain't broke anymore..
yippie!!
i was so happy at the time..
but the sad and dissapointing thing was that after we finished our survery..
the next group came in..
and there was this awesome chicks!!
if only we had come much ;ater and joined them..
perhaps i could end my days as a single guy???!!
tee-hee...

why does it hurt..

why..
when as if i see a glimmer of a relationship..
it always proves to me to be a false hope..
am i fated to be..
the one without ever ment to be.
without someone to be..
with forever be..

Hate that bastard!! Belia Benci Mamu engaged!!!

This post is truly dedicated to the most dreadful i've ever met..
nicknamed: Malau@Mamu..
he's from penang and no, he's not our Komed presiden..
a diff. person k..
anywayz..
back to the story..
the reason i hate him so much..
well..
u can preety well ask anyone who's seems close to him or just ask his level mate's in college..
he's a jackass person as he like's treat peoples stuff as his own..
man!
what the hell do you buy with your money!
can't you buy your own shampoo instead of using others!!
he likes to irritates people sometimes..
like he approaches you suddenly and just start to nag start to talk loads of shit..
like, stop it already!!
no one like's you!!
bloody hell..
oh yeah..
we even existed a organization or perhaps it should be a club..
it's called "B.B.M"
yeah..
i know what you're thinking and NO it's not that bahasa melayu course we took..
"B.B.M." stands for "BELIA BENCI MAMU@MALAU"
it's meeting is casually meets in the 'girls' room in my level and we talk about 'Mamu' stupidity and idiotic misbehavior..
well..
that's about it for my feelings of expression for him this semester..
goodbye mamu..
i'll be leaving you..
next semester I won't be in the same room with you anymore!!
yippie!!!!!!!!!
i should have followed ikki's and firdaus's footsteps of leaving the room long ago but i've applied a diff. room next sem..
hopefully i'll get it..
i'll post anything about that guy next time..
till then..
toodles..!

Good bye my former G's.. Say hi to the new G's!!

Yeah...
the rumor's were true..
all the classes were in trouble getting rombak..
lol..
that means farewell to our some of our old classmates and say hello to our new one's..
i for one am anxious to meet the new G's as it's gonna be a new class surrounding..
truth be said..
i was kinda bored with my old class..
nothing happened in class..
that includes me that is..
i was practically left out..
discluding the class drama we had with those unfortunate incidents..
hahaha..
hate that to happen again..

Benci with my hidup...

You must think that i'm having a breakdown or just angry at something right..
don't worry..
i'm just so bored or unhappy with my current life..
it's just filled with loads of crap..
life's stinks as it is dull..
my friends are somewhat to cool, too good, too bad, too crazy, too annoying, too...
and shit like that..
it's like i'm not on the same planet with them..
perhaps because i only think of it that way..
but it's fact that people would talk less with me, think less about me or rather would be the last to be think of and would never be think of..
that's just the way it is..
i'm not good for anyone..
yeah..
i admit it..
i often try my best to be acknowledge by everyone..
to be somebody..
someone who people would really wanna be with..
another problem i have..
i can't really talk..
as in borak-borak with like cool and interesting stuff to be talk about..
that's about it..
i've got nothing and really not in the know..
bad talker..
lol..

Long Time Goodbye..

It's been a while since I wrote my thoughts in here..
yeah..
life's been kinda hectic for me recently..
with my theater stuff and secretariat stuff..
even with my college activities..
not to mention my studies..
my brain, body and soul have been on overdrive mode for the past few weeks..
I'll put up the article and pics for it next time..
wait for it..

death note.. by L

I've been preety emo lately..
practically suicidal..
whatever that means..
it just sounds cool..
haha..
i've been thinking..
a lot...
very deep i might say..
u know..
about everything there is..
the world..
how it works..
why..
what..
my life..
meaning to it..
it all come's to this one reasoning..
my life is empty and meaningless..
currently i suppose..
can't do anything..
ain't that good in anything..
i practically go on unnoticed..
u could ask anyone..
think of somebody u know..
i'm definitely not going to be on that list..
i'm an invisible guy that doesn't have any recognization..
preety down in the dumps for it..
sigh*
and preety lame i might add..
no one would be with me..
i have no one with me..
no one..
by my side..
i live on basically..
on my own..
with my little will to live on..

The doctor said i have the Uchiha's Sharingan???

IT'S TOTALLY WEIRD!!
i went to the EYE doctor the other day to get my eyes check..
i've been meaning to go for a while but didn't got a chance..
anyways..
i went there and i had to wait a while at the waiting room..
BORING...
then when they called my name my mum and i consult with the doctor regarding my problem..
hush2..
secret problem..
hehe..
she then look at my eyes with those things those doctors use..
the doctor then said she have to put some eyedrops to like..
expand my pupils or something and boy should i tell you..
it STUNG my eyes!!
i had to bear with it..
after like..
half an hour or 15 minuutes..
she then checked my eyes again and guess what she said??
she said i have 3 dots in my lens!!
i was like..
what!!
like that sharingan's of uchihas from naruto?!!
hahaha!!!
she said she don't think it's much of a biggie but would like to put me under observation..
lol..
think of me like sasuke..
awesome..
haha!!

burdened with murder..

hey there guys..
it's been a while since i posted somthing..
ma..
am i frustated..
i'm suffocating here!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel too burdened with murder..
i'm being control..
i feel like being in a cage..
i can't wait till i'm to be let out like a bird from a cage..
perhaps that would be a long time to go but i'll dare to dream..
to escape this mindlike prison cell..
to spread my wings..
into the open sky..
and to finally breath air..
the real life air..
i will wait..
till then..

The world is spinning!!

Man!!
yesterday was so damn fucked up!
not only did we had to go through that ppkp stuff that uitm organized..
we also had to do a meeting so that our damn class problem was fixed..
long story short..
there's a student in my class whom we all have a huge communication prob..
it all started last semester..
i wouldn't go to the details coz its so messed up and for the persons dignity..
we had all kinds of probs with her and so we all sat down to talk..
a lot of tragedy happened after that..
and some people came in as well..
and it all gaved me the headache of a lifetime!!
man it sucks!!
i felt like the world was on a roller coaster..
wheee!!
ahaha..
funny huh?
not!!
with my med. prob. and all..
i was afraid that thing would kick in any time..
i was sooooo..... stressed out..
i dunno what would happen after this..
hopefuly in peace..

Biodata of Kage

Name : Izzuddin Ikbal

Age / Birthday : 18

School : Setapak High School

Elder sister : Don't have one..

Younger sisters : 1

Elder brother : I'm the eldest..

Favourite liquid's / drinks : Vanilla Coke

Favourite Consumables / Food : Cheese cake

Favourite place too sleep : my messy room

Flying? : absolutely!

Swimming or Diving : none

How many friends in msn : i dunno.. some of them are posers arr..

Loved one's : no one but myself

Get kicked on the butt : i don't recall that memory..

Allergic? : hell yeah..

Gastric? : nope

Age of marriage? : 27 is a prefered age..

Children wanted?: 2.. twins.. 1 boy and 1 girl..

Age of life? : 100

Animals in your house ? : humans..

Longest fingernails ever kept? : aku bukan setan simpan kuku panjang panjang..

Wanted birthday present : my life being perfect

A - Attached or single ? : single since 1990

B - Best friend? : I still don't have a clue..

C - Cake or pie ? : cake

D - Day of choice? - saturday

E - Essential item ? - my heart and soul..

F - Favourite colour? - black, white, blue and red..

G - Gummy bears or worms? : gummy bears

H - Hometown? : Kuala Lumpur..

I - Favourite Indulgence - ice cream or chocolates..

J - January or July ? : January

K - Kids? - when i'm married and i have legs to stand

L - Life isn't complete without? - my lyrics and books that i'm writing..

M - Marriage date - only god knows..

N - Number of magazine subscriptions? - none

O - Oranges or apples? - apple

P - Phobias : numbers and girls

Q - Quotes? : Life's full of potrayals..

Reasons to smile? - to feel my lyrics full of soul about my sorrow and happiness..

S - Season of choice:) - autumn

T - Tag 10 people:) - anyone who want to do this tag

U - Unknown fact about me? - love will not be for me..

V - Vegetable? - salad

W - Worst habit? - being a dork

X - X-men? - cyclops

Your favorite food - pizza

Zodiac sign - capricorn

Help save the world! Be a hero like hiro nakamura!

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quoted from pharie..
hehe..
pinjam ayat yea pharie..
hee3..

Spooks Day People!!

I wanna know what you might be thinking when you see the headline?
ghost?
trolls?
voldemort?
perhaps the supernatural hunks?
haha..
well..
i wanna just talk about those horrifying tales of the supernaturals..
a lot have happen within a few days back..
some have seen something...
some even were possessed by something...
me?
i've seen and heard it yesterday..
and it totally ruined our class!!
we couldn't even study with the screamings next door..
man..
what a drag..
i felt like kicking it in the ass..
but..
when i gave it a thought of why suddenly these stuff happen too frequent..
i all was clear..
they were angry that their place of peace..
the woods..
are being demolish for the sake of development..
i'm not sure really what their purpose are by clearing the woods..
i ain't a kind of person that likes to poke around peoples privacy and all..
but haven't they, the Uitm personnel should've known by now how spooky this place of education is?
they should've done like something of consult of something..
lol..

No one reads me.. Hahaha!!

I guess this time I'll be talking about how my blog goes unnoticed..
haha..
no one reads it anyway so perhaps its a private diary of mine which is publicly readable by all but not read by anyone..
as my title says it all..
izzy's shadows..
perhaps it really is in the shadows..
well..
today has been an interesting day..
turns out that my repeat class in sociology wasn't in a doomed state for me at all..
for now at least..
i had to join the class of DMC1B..
like..
I'm in DMC2G..
haha..
gotta join the juniors..
no age difference anyways..
what the heck right?
later after this i have human comm class..
from 4pm till 9 pm..
crazy huh?
we have a short break during 7 though..
that preety sums up everything for today..
till the next time..

Love song seems to be drowning from me...

I don't know why lately i've been kinda addicted to vanilla coke..
haha..
funny huh...
beside's that...
i'm always listening to soft music using my laptop...
my fave song?
gita gutawa singing sempurna..
haha..
nerdy right?
i know..
for someone who hadn't felt love like me it's pathetic..
totally pathetic..
perhaps it's just one of those days that you need to feel someone's love..
i mean..
someone not from your family..